I've got a presentation

tomorrow morning. I think it's time for me to hit the sack.

Wish me luck.

I don't even know anymore.

Am I happy or not? I don't even know anymore. I miss the way things used to be. I hate contemplating the past, but I can't help it. I'm slowly losing myself. I don't think he understands that. In fact, he doesn't. I'd like to think that everything that's happening is going to work for the better, but it's really not. I'm drowning myself in self pity. He's such a great person to me, for me. But right now, the only person who can save me from myself... is myself. So Myself, what do I do now?